vivid dreams

i had a conversation with mum, of a vivid image i remember long ago when i was 3 years old or 4, i can't remember.. when daddy was in the hospital for an operation. i remember it so well when i see daddy enter into the MRI. i felt pain and the suffer that daddy go through, but mummy was like;

"no we never see daddy going into the MRI, i didn't bring you to the hospital..."

how come that image is so clear in my mind even until today. i remember it so well. was i dreaming or hallucinating? mum said i might have dream seeing daddy, but that image that flashback is so real. i felt that i was there with daddy. it has become a memory so strong that i can cry at the thought of it.. :'(

i had this fear. fear that i'm all alone. fear that no one is with me. this few days, i've been working hard not to think so much, but it seems my mind is so hardworking that 'she' is thinking every minute every day...

... loneliness







a year. no plans no initiative. an ordinary night. its okay.

happy 11 :)

11.11pm

11.05.2011

its happy 11 today 

for  me

:)

my thankful list:
finally ended internship and back to college and can meet up with my lovely friends.
excited for tomoro's getaway with my best friend.
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to be continue...
currently my mind is blank.
i'm thinking of what to pack tomoro hehe

... go home

... wanna go home

Micheal Bublé

few more days and i'm coming back home. internship has taught me how cruel the world can be. through  that struggles only one can learn how to grow. i believe i've learn to face challenges and  to stand strong. its not just about me doing it with my own strength but

; its Him who gives me strength

; its Him who provides all the support i need 

; its Him who gave me the wisdom to solve any difficulties 

; its Him who send angels to guard over me

; its Him who gave me the Peace that surpasses all understanding

; its Him who gave me the Patient to  go through tough times

; its Him being there all along with me, for me

i'm truly thankful for all my supportive friends who's always there to encourage me and make me feel better. another few weeks and finally i can go home...

inspired by beloved Micheal Bublé for his wonderful song, Home

:)

serve me right :(

for the first time, i fail in my exam. its not something that i can take it seriously.
i could have study the before exam, but i choose not too. i choose to play around. i choose not to be serious in exam. in the end, i fail. but yeah, serve me right. this is going to be a lesson of my life.
i'm not quite happy with my performance and i won't repeat this same mistake again.

:(

there's just too much that time cannot erase 

such'a relaxing internship

currently doing my internship at Metafilm Sdn Bhd & i'm having a great time.
looking forward for more exciting and fun fill work load soon.
thankful for the blessing by my bosses on the first day of work, angpao's, lunch and tv time.
today me & my colleagues just watch national geographic about Octopus.
we are so bored that we clean the whole studio and store full of cameras, cables, tripod, lights

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zomg, i'm just so lazy to elaborate details of my internship. haha.
if you're so happen to be nearby tropicana area, do drop by & meet me lah.

:)

You Are Not Alone

:)

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i-no-doubt-am 

anticipating to nom nom nom on my own made yummy seaweed snacks during this holiday season :) weeeeeee..... opps, i finish it even before chinese new year haha!

so basically i had this homemade seaweed snacks which i did it with myself and my servant ann baby. HWAHWAHWAHWA! it was a nice experience for me cause its my first time doing this snack. it such a feeling of triumphant and fruitfulness. but too bad we start at  a very bad timing, 10pm until 1am. yeah i can hear you said WOW right. but thank God we manage it well and behold, you shall see what happen throughout the process of making it.

we had the ingredients ready beforehand. seaweeds, popiah skin and white egg. 

step 1 : we just basically glue with egg and paste them together

step 2 & 3 : the cut and separate process is tougher than i thought. the popiah skin tend to stick together and i have to literally separate them to prevent them sticking together. big sigh to that.

step 4 & 5 : TADAA! done. the after frying session. hehe. yummy and can be eaten in a frac of seconds. WEEEEEEE :D

oohh not forgetting dearest sis Diane who provide yummy oregano egg bacon mayo wholemeal sandwich as breakfast. the taste is unbelievable & awesome. hehe. thank you thank you dearest sis. HAHA.

AHMC 4314 : TV PRODUCTION

IS DOOMED 

:(