mungkin bila nanti

kita akan bertemu lagi
^3^

reset

restart

lost

have you ever wonder, what if you were to lost your memories.. good memories especially? who will you ask when you can't remember them? what if everything you see does not remind you of anything?


at least my precious promised me to tell me everything we've been through if i forget them :)
piin.subyy

vineyard

how foolish it is when the precious can make her smile in the verge of anger 

:)

vineyard smile

photo courtesy; Ann Sdn Bhd

that heavy feeling

can't denied that when it comes to money, it is hard to borrow what more a big amount of it. that heavy feeling overwhelm me when i had to borrow a large sum of money when i barely have enough money for myself. i don't mind when its hundreds, but when its thousand, thats not easy for me.

i think i'm in a financial tight situiation. i wanna work even more :s

surely You'll provide?

indecisive moment

can really make me so moody ;(

Y U NO DECISION?

not quite a happy CNY this year round. no angpao's and hardly any visitation. like i'm all grown up and this tradition seems to be fading away, of course i'm referring to me myself. at least i had my cousin came down from Klang 2 days ago and we just spend time in the epic-crowded-pool-full-of-imigrants Ulu Kanching, Rawang which better known as Templer Park. oh well, so much fun. HA HA! the monkeys there are not helping. basically what i'm saying is that it wasn't what i expected. i THOUGHT this year is a brand new year for me to start after going through major ups and down last year. so my CNY didn't flow the way i IMAGINE it would be. was a lil bit disappointed with all the cancellation of plans and visitation. its not because of the angpao's really, but with all these on and off plans turns me off! think of it, when i'm anticipating for a fun session and then suddenly "Oh Sorry Plan Cancel Ah...." *dafuq*

therefore my mood is so turn off today!


on the brighter side
in deep thoughts, in my own time ;
i spent my time alone. today i did what i could have down long ago.
i fixed my piano pedal, i change 2 of my guitar's strings, i played my piano, i played my guitar, i look through my old blogs and read them, i read my books, i blog, i recover old password to access old sites.....

its the 25th day of the new year, the first month is about to end and i've did something useful, i'm glad now :)

choices

made, no turning back.

its you & me, against the world.

forgive me
kiss you goodbye by leehom

WAITING

is such a pain!

trying to love myself

its weird reading this cause some of it is kinda true :s

"Sagittarians tend to be very attentive to the needs of others, and are very "tuned in" to what others are thinking. Their natural powers of perception, combined with their uplifting energy make them excellent conversationalists. Often gifted with an amazing sense of humor, Sagittarius can make almost anyone smile."

i hope i've made people smile in my life, i hope that i have entertain you with my 'amazing sense of humor', ya right.. HAHAHAHA :)

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there another web saying,

"If Sagittarians experience moodiness or depression, they may hide this side of themselves from the rest of the world. Some Sagittarians always determined to at least "look happy" to conceal their moodiness, hiding it from others."

so forgive me, i'm learning to be expressive but its not in my nature. give me some time, leave me to hide myself before i climb out to face the world. however smiles i've given out has always been the sincere smile from my heart.

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"You can be comfortable in the wilds of nature or the civilized urban settings and with your love of freedom and travel you often seem as if you have one foot out the door, ready to bolt to ensure your freedom. Sagittarius rules travel, so running, jogging, hiking, camping, rock climbing, canoeing--anything that will keep you in locomotion—keeps you stimulated."

oh well, this explain why i like to be adventurous and outgoing. so keep me stimulated!!! more sports, more games, more outing, more FUN :) 

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"Extremely giving and honest, Sagittarians seek partners who they can trust implicitly. They seek soulmates with whom they can travel, explore new ideas and laugh. To Sagittarius, laughter is the root of all things. No problem or situation is too serious for laughter -- and through laughter one can get through anything. Sagittarians are very passionate, but often seek a light-hearted relationship for long periods before revealing their deeper, soulful side."

my problem is that i love to have fun with my love ones, therefore my time spend with love ones is very demanding. no doubt i am very very sticky and very not independent. so laugh with me often and i'll fall in love with you. but the good thing about me is i'm EXTREMELY GIVING wakakakka :p

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ahh whats with this self-promo?!? anyways reading some of this personality thingy was fun, but i guess my personality is how i shape it myself in this journey call life. gonna grow up and hold on to what God has promise me in my life, looking forward for more good stuff days ahead of me.

pic courtesy of : dthoughtsofmine's Blog

NOTHING..

can ever beats... the time i spent with my girlfriends :)

i love every single bit of them

<3